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Okay, so I've decided to make another account for him, to differentiate him from my main fictional baby, kay? Kay.

Mun: Marta Kira Ayanami

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Born in 966 A.D. And currently - well, for some centuries - is going through first stages of grief for his adopted family, good luck with him...


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EDIT: some of info below out of date, as, well, fic ideas are smth that grow and change, but, some of the gist is the same. I guess...real up to date info in the fic when I update it?

https://archiveofourown.org/works/20437916/chapters/48487889
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EDIT: Bio slightly out of date, as my fanfic changed because to exist is to change, heh. I'll edit, but, for now: minor discrepancies, the gist is the same. Actual fic on ao3 on my account
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Once upon a time, there was Loki Laufeyson.

Who was born too small, a runt, so his father wasn't especially pleased. He left him in the Temple, so that the gods may show mercy and either let the wrongly born bastard die or let him grow proper size.

Neither of these happened. And before somebody else could pick the boy up---

A woman picked him up. Hyrokkin. (Or Hyrrokin. Don't ask me about spelling.) She already had borne ten children,at the time what was one more? Just a month ago, she had a girl. And besides, how could one just leave somebody like that too die. King's blood. And an innocent child, at that. The woman was a warrior. No general, and no longer fighting in this war, for some time now until today, because she had found no glory for herselves, her daughters, her sons, and her wolves, in killing plenty of such weak Midgardians. But now that her wolves could tear some Asgardians throats, she did rejoin the fight.

He would know he was king's blood, because it was his birthright. She loved him, and when he was fifteen years old, she told him he was of royal blood. Laufeyson.

"Alright. But I'm Hyrokkinson first. And Suttungson second. And only then some 'Laufeyson' and I'll gladly say that to his face if he ever comes visit. I... I am me. Not discarded goods. I'm better. I'm loved. And he can't do a thing about that, as he never did."

"That's the spirit!" Loki's twin sister, Angrboda, replied, laughing with relief. She was his twin sister in all that mattered as she was born two weeks before him.
And that was that.

Until somebody from Laufey's court saw Loki. Loki, who, not counting size, bore a great resemblance to Laufey and Laufey's other sons.

And then Laufey came to pick Loki up. It all happened a few hundred years later.

And the rest was tragedy, and, if you ask Loki, it was all Loki's fault. He wasn't good luck to anybody, he was just a bad omen, and death. Of everything that ever mattered.

And he was going to kill King Laufey. Or murder, preferably, more brutally.

That's it. What would he do afterwards? Oh, maybe die, maybe something else, his plans on that varied from one hour to another.

It was all Laufey's fault, too. Who cared that Laufey suddenly wanted a spare heir just in case??

Oh, Loki would become king. His true family (because his adoptive family was and would always be his true family, he only ever doubted that for ten years when fifteen years old, he ran away for ten years ago, and then, missing them, aching with that missing them, came back and stayed, forever - until Laufey...) would want him to become one, so he would do it, for them. Not for Laufey. For Laufey, he would only have payback. Death and destruction. As soon as he could.

That, in Jotunheim's court, was not so very easy, it seemed. Loki was constantly observed, just in case.

Fortunately, his mother and sisters taught him Magic. The fact that Laufey did not yet know about Loki Laufeyson. He kept it secret from him. Well. Hopefully, at least. He hoped he did. He still had to train sometimes in order not to get rusty, and, what if somebody noticed? Anybody? Laufey would then know!

Sometimes, he thinks back to when he was a stupid brat, who stole from himself some moments with his family, because he took them for granted, because deep in his heart, he thought he could return next millenium and they would still be there.

Sometimes, he wishes he never went back home, back then. Never, ever. Because if he never came back home, then, several ages later, they wouldn't have been murdered. He shouldn't have come home, he thinks. He shouldn't have ever come back home.

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btw, about Hyrrokin's wolves: they're pups of pups of pups of pups of pups of pups of.... well, it's a family tradition. They are born in the wild, and then she takes care to find them. Like her mother did before. Etc. Family wolves! In family since generations upon generations. :D They... the pups, well, there is certain magic to them, cast ages ago, that allows for them being found after they get born in wilderness with no supervision. But. Details, details. :D

When this Loki was little, his older siblings jokingly called him a New Wolfie. It stuck, and then everybody in the family called him that sometimes. The metaphor flew right over his head till learning 'bout adoption. Heh.

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Loki hasn't seen his youngest brother die, but he's sure he's dead, anyway. Because Laufey isn't merciful towards children or anything like that, Loki's sure.

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Actually, Snorri - Loki's youngest bro - is for now alive, in dungeons, because Laufey thought, eh, might be useful blackmail if that whole Loki bastard boy is ever unruly, then he might be told, why not.

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more later. because. Someday I will fic.

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Copied from myself, from my plurk, because I'm busy rn, I'll make it look all proper later:

I knew from the start that for his mother figure or scratch that, for his mother, only true mom in his Heart, I wanted to choose someone v. different from Frigga but as cool, as potentially awesome, as her. While of course not doing straight mythology but MCUing that woman utterly. So I had thought about it for an hour back then and I finally chose a certain


Jotunn warrior woman - Hyrrokin.


In Nordic myths. Hyrrokkin or Hyrroken appears in a tale written by Snorri Sturluson.


Anyway, remember, this is myth, so mostly nothing from it is in my AU. just like MCU Loki is not Odin's bro etc. anyway. In the myth, tldr:


Gods:/are on Baldr's funeral rn


Gods:/aren't strong enough to push Baldr's and Nenna's (his wife's) hugeass boat. dammit, Baldur, one should have lighter boats


Gods: Geez, let's ask that Jotunnes Hyrrokkin, who rides on a giant wolf using snakes as reins, for help, 'kay? 'kay.*

Hyrrokkin: helps, no problem



I'm back. Aka. The Holy Mass is over, I've just left my Church. Going home tn. gotta wear gloves in a sec so just gonna quickly finish 'bout what Snorri Sturluson wrote, as apart from inspiratiin it ahas nothin to do with much of my mcu au Lokis


anywaywhere were we?


Hyrrokin: pushes the ship as asked. btw also bonus earthquake. What? such things happen

Thor:/is pissed off coz in the earthquake some of his things got lit on fire

Thor:/summons Mjolnir

Everybody else, geez: stops Thor

Thor: /is still pissed off. but doesn't kill Hyrrokkin rn. kills her a few centuries later. ok.


Anyway, that's about it

And now for my

Oh, one more thing. Hyrrokkin may also be this snake-witch:


^ but on that, scholars are undecided.


Anyway, from the tale, and this is legally from Project Gutenberg:

*The Æsir then took the dead body and bore it to the seashore,
where stood Baldur's ship Hringhorn, which passed for the largest in
the world. But when they wanted to launch it in order to make Baldur's
funeral pile on it, they were unable to make it stir.


In this conjuncture they sent to Jotunheim for a certain giantess named
Hyrrokin, who came mounted on a wolf, having twisted serpents for a
bridle. As soon as she alighted, Odin ordered four Berserkir to hold
her steed fast, who were, however, obliged to throw the animal on the
ground ere they could effect their purpose.

Hyrrokin then went to the
ship, and with a single push set it afloat, but the motion was so
violent that the fire sparkled from the rollers, and the earth shook all around.


Thor, enraged at the sight, grasped his mallet, and but for the interference of the Æsir would have broken the woman's skull.
Baldur's body was then borne to the funeral pile on board the ship,


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The Elder Eddas of Saemund Sigfusson; and the Younge...

And now enough of myths, let's


go to my AU MCU Hyrrokin

Or. Another time. I'm gonna go sleep soon, and before that, a bit more



And now, enough about myths.

Now about my MCU AU Loki Hyrrokkinson.

Baby icicle.

I mean.

XD

Anyway!

Anyway, so.

Yeah for sure Odin would've picked him up. Would have.

But sb else happened to picked him up first.

Hyrrokkin

she was fighting there

not a general or anything, just a common soldier.

So she sees that tiny thing, goes 'huh', and picks it up.

Because.

She already, at the time, has ten jotunn 'tiny things' and a few wolf pups and older 'tiny things' ,and some snakes.

And so


it is only natural.


Really, Hyrrokkin doesn't think - she never thinks much, when fighting - she just thinks well, there's the tiny thing, it's mine now. That's all about how it happened at first!

Any questions?

And then-


but that's for when I have more computer time.

Finders, keepers! Right?!

And so, on that day, Loki Laufeyson and Hyrrokkinson was born.




more later

(when Hyrrokkin came home with the tiny thing, her husband was probably the least surprised man on Jotunheimr, just FYI. )

(He was mildly surprised when the tiny thing was 'signed' as Laufey, but, well. Hyrrokkin being Hyrrokin. Cute! )

(He asked if it's hers hers, or hers hers, just, well, just to know, you know. She never answered. )

(So he just observed carefully for the first twenty years.)

brb

gotta go work



(observed as in 'hmm, does our Loki Hyrrokkinson have Hyr's eyes? Hair? Voice? Battle style? Sleep habits?')

For a long time, because of all the observing, Loki considered himself StepDad's fav child ever.




By the time Jotunn Loki was 27 years old, his Stepfather slowly began to like him.

And so, then, Hyr told her husband how it was and everything was fine.

(Nobody said anything about a perfect marriage, mind you. XD )

brb

also

any questions?





but. yeah. Any questions so far about Loki Hyrokkinson? I'd happily answer. Coz. Yeah! XD



pffff XD


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This Loki's story in music as I see it, some just metaphorically, of course not mine:


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VEJ8lpCQbyw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZVF5x-YzUBY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TcTMVUSItcY

not mine very much not mine: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AyNvXVcEHHY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-jaSOrMCbu4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YsBXdId5jzE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QfK_ENeoBog

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ymt0pDkeoOI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d1EcNlYNrl4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gpqmoBYkQfc

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WbEENEHtayw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9jK-NcRmVcw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bHXuEyq3EUw

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwpMEbgC7DA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qdN_PsAwfl4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WeiJXcryBic

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ARt9HV9T0w8

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6kdctNVxn1E